At first, I wasn't going to write this post. I like my radiation oncologist, Dr. Eulau, who is now treating me for something like the seventh time over the past five years (the first two times were at the U of Washington and then SCCA). I also have great respect for his expertise and I trust him.
So my first thought was not to write the post and, possibly, embarrass him publicly, because I like the guy.
Then I thought, "But whose side are you on?" Which is rather a crude way of expressing things, because I don't really see cancer as an us-vs.-them thing, or a patients-vs.-doctors thing ... However, my loyalty in writing this blog is definitely with cancer patients, and I think cancer patients deserve to have the topic of medical mistakes aired early and often.
So, this is what happened:
When I talked to Dr. Eulau about treating the tumor in my right femur that is apparently causing the bone to erode, I reminded him that I was on Avastin, and that in previous conversations we had talked about whether or not it was safe to give me radiation while I'm on Avastin.
I believe the jury is still out on this one, meaning that the research hasn't been done yet about combining Avastin with radiation (if you know of a study about this, please send me the link), but both my oncologists, Dr. Eulau and Dr. Lee agreed that it would be OK since we are only treating the femur and there are no internal organs to get into the field.
However, Dr. Eulau suggested, as a safety precaution, to spread the dose out over four weeks instead of three, and much as I don't want to spend my summer driving back and forth to the cancer center, I agreed.
Then, last week, when I went in for my set-up appt. and then to talk to the scheduling guru, I found that Dr. Eulau had only ordered 14 treatments after all. I was puzzled, and I mentioned it to the scheduling guy, whose name is Vance.
He was, I guess "dismissive" is the best word. He pointed out that Dr. Eulau had noted that I was on Avastin in the info he had on his computer screen, and he certainly didn't offer to check with Dr. E. to see if the schedule was right.
So I did.
I considered that Dr. Eulau may have changed his mind about the number of treatments when he was doing the math on all of this, but I didn't think he wouldn't have let me know, because he is a thorough kind of man.
Yesterday morning, I sent Dr. Eulau the following e-mail:
Hi Dr. Eulau--when we talked about this round of treatment a couple of weeks ago, I thought you said you were going to spread it out over four weeks instead of three, because I'm on Avastin, but the treatment folks have me scheduled for 14 treatments. I just wanted to double-check that that is right.
Also, my CEA continues to fall, now about 75, and I am feeling much better than when I saw you last.
Thanks,
Jeanne
After that I went out to eat Dutch babies with a friend, and then she drove me to treatment, so I didn't check my e-mail again before I went in. But guess what?
Dr. Eulau had already acted, and the technicians handed me a new schedule, one with 20 treatments on it, and told me Dr. E had been in touch and had cut my daily dose of radiation.
And when I got home, this e-mail was waiting for me:
Hi Jeanne--
You are absolutely right!
We did want to spread the treatment out longer due to the Avastin. This should make for a safer course. Thanks for catching it. I will change the script and we can plan on 20 treatments ... [Then a nice comment about the falling CEA.]
And THAT is why the guy is still my doctor, and will always be, as long as I have a bit of cancerous bone left to radiate!
Totally straight up with me. He could have lied and said he'd changed his mind and the schedule was correct, in order to save himself the embarrassment, but he didn't.
I'm not mad. I'm not even upset. Even the best doctors make mistakes, especially with the crazy hours they work and all the distractions and interruptions: I go nuts watching Dr. Lee multitask sometimes--six things going on at once ...
This mistake might not have harmed me, but that we will never know, since I caught it.
But, and this is the important part, I feel very strongly that it is my job to second-guess and question EVERYTHING about my cancer treatment.
The one person who I am angry with--and I intend to talk to him, probably today--is the scheduler who was so dismissive about my questioning the number of treatment appts. on my schedule. He should have been the first person to offer to pick up the phone and double-check with the doctor. And I'm going to tell him so.
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@ Jeanne Sather 2010.